Aunt flows a bitch

Even though you’ve been told you can’t get 🤰 naturally, every month you still have that feeling like a child with its 🤞🏻 and eyes closed tight, making a wish going on.

Then the day you get cramps and Flow comes the realisation that you are broken and what’s really going on or that really you can’t have what you most want “normally” hits you.

This afternoon is that feeling for me. So I’m shaking it off, having a bath and taking the time as a remind that it will happen for us just the other way is now the “normal way” for us and will just take more patience. Also... didn’t realise how many pineapples I have around our house. Perhaps a sign!! #ivffrustration #fuckyouauntflow #infertility #endometriosis #ivfsupport #ivfjourney #blockedtubes #blockedfallopiantubes

It's as clear as mud.

When you speak to people who are about to start the process or are at the very begininng they all sound confused, muddled and unclear.

The clinic we are going with have a fabulous "journey" chart. I hope this helps any of you who are like me and i little fuzzy on the process stages and information when people ask. xx

“IVF HERE WE COME!”

The week after my surgery we followed up my surgery with a meeting with my surgeon. We decided after hearing my tubes are blocked there was no time to keep trying andboth agreed that going straight for IVF was the best option.

Our Dr is a fertility genius and had told us to come in immediately to discuss IVF to move it forward.

She explained that she wanted us to be treated as soon as possible due to our blocked tubes, endometriosis, low sperm results and age (👍🏻).

Going over each stage was overwhelming and exhausting just Listening wore me out but we were both thrilled with our decision to move forward.

So where are we now?! Well we have decided on a Clinic for WHEN our application is accepted and gone through for our one free IVF round and we have our Application appointment in place- 9th November! Its not even started or a TWW for a pregnancy test and I feel the need to keep busy and my mind Occupied. Such an impatient girl who hates being out of control and not able to plan things to the letter!

So to help control the urge to scream with frustration I have purchased my self a lovely "ME, Myself and IVF" journal to help log our journey.